He's Gone

[desoto_hia873]

The ultrasound showed quite a large tumour on his spleen and that it was bleeding. His condition this afternoon was worse than this morning. I spent about an hour with him before making the decision and he seemed to go downhill even during that time. He started rolling over on his back - something he doesn't usually do much - and I wondered if he was trying to relieve the pressure of the internal bleeding. The vet had suggested that we could take him home for the night to say goodbye. But he seemed mostly relaxed and I didn't want that to change for the worse.

I didn't want to see him hurt. So I made the decision to let him go before that happened.

I just didn't want him to hurt.

I'm sorry, Linus. I'm sorry I couldn't make it better. You'll always be with me.

Comments

[lillianmorgan.livejournal.com]

Very sorry to hear of your loss. Best wishes to you and yours ::many hugs::